Tests and Insanity (literally)

My testing's done and school's finally over. I failed Math B and switched my meds... I was on Lexapro for 7 months and now I'm trying to change to Wellbutrin... its not going well... I'm suffering from withdrawal from the Lexapro and increased anxiety from the rising Wellbutrin levels... Basically, I'm more psychotic than ever, moreso than even before I started on my meds... I guess out of everything, I've come to realize who my friends are and as hard as it may be for me to realize, there are people out there who care for me.... I also just this evening discovered that through all the crap and external hatred I feel, my psychotic Mother may, in fact, be my greatest ally in life... She seems to understand how wasted, lost, and confused I feel... Then there's my dear Ed... I owe him an appology... Things have been beyond insane and i appologize to anyone who keeps track of this pathetic blog (mostly you Ed....... by the way I plan on calling you...... And thank you most of all for saying that what we have is special....... I love you too Ed...)

Anyway, the moral? Well, there is a sort-of moral-ish thing to be had from all this...... : Everyone Needs Someone to Lean On Through the Good, Bad, and Ugly.... Amen.