Like the title says, Anything & Everything. I want this blog to encompass all of my areas of interest. Hopefully it will cater to the interests of others aswell.
Soooo... much... wasted... time...
I'm heavily political and I enjoy the different view points people offer (even if I don't agree).
I'm a loser anime junky. I know a lot about it, but at the same time, I've found the strength to release some of the nonsensicle knowledge that once flooded my brain.
I consider myself a good inteligent person who actually gives a damn about other people. Maybe that's wrong, but that's how I am and I've come to accept that it is nearly impossible for me to change.
What I'm really looking for in this blog thing is a life beyond my pathetic real one.
My friends are few and most use me as a soap box and a sort of "Dear Abby" person and I've come to hate it. I used to enjoy soliciting advise and information to those I considered friends, but when it got out of hand and sides had to be chosen, I had to let go. I had to make myself not give a damn... it was one of the hardest things that I've ever had to do. And I still can't completely let go. My mother calls me an empath and I was a little frightened when I realized that she was right. My moods and feelings became determined by the moods and feelings of others. Its still that way, but I'm trying to ignore it. How do you ignore something that is so deeply ingrained in your person?
Shit. I got into talking about myself. I know that this is to be a journal type of thing, but I hate talking about myself too much.
Oh well. Just another random rant by myself.
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